I'm so excited and it's so hard not to tell everyone. I had a strong feeling that it was going to happen this month for a while. The first inkling I had that I was actually preggers was last Friday, but nothing showed up on the test. Later that day I was having lunch with my nan who started telling me how all the people in our family have birthdays the day before or the day after another significant date. I knew if I was pregnant, the due date would be the day after the anniversary of my grandad's death.
I tested again on Saturday and this time I really thought I could see a line, but it was so faint I had to accept the fact that I could be imagining it. On Sunday, halloween (!), I tried again. This time I was sure. My friend Tim came to visit and I made him look at it too. Finally he conceded that there might be a very faint line there. When he left he advised me me to stop obsessing - and not to POAS again for a few days!
Ha ha... I doubt that he had gotten out of the top of my street before I was at it again! My friend Rachel had given me a digital test, and when I looked at the box I discovered there were two! That was me decided then, even if it was too early I could always use the other test in a few days time. I did the deed, and expected nothing, but in no time at all this appeared.
I have actually done it!
I know that it's not the done thing to tell people this news early on, but frankly if something goes wrong I need a few people around me to know and understand so a few close friends are already in the know. I think I am going to tell 'Nanna' and 'Grandad' tomorrow. I wont go public for a while though, and this post will stay hidden for a few weeks.
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